2013-04-04, 01:55 PM
I need time to improve myself. I recently found out that I've been annoying and rude and BAD.
I've lost everyone, all for different reasons. It started with tobi.
You guys know who you are.
This is not about emmy. That is something that the improved me will deal with when I get back.
I'm going to change myself.
For you guys.
Because that is what matters. Reshaping myself so others are happy.
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Example of what will never happen. I am not changing who I am.
Almost everyone I loved hates me.
I guess I loved the wrong people.
If you guys can't get the guts to tell me if you don't like me, you don't deserve to be my friend. You weren't real friends, and that is clear now.
I obviously was with the wrong group of people.
I am who I am, and I don't CARE if you don't like me.
Emmy- You were the first to tell everyone that you don't like me very much. That's fine. We're not friend, and won't be, and that's okay. I'm not going to say thing behind your back and lie about you, because I am better than THAT. You are too. ALSO- you're really pretty and i'm really jelly
I am taking a break.
Not for "self improving"
I am taking a break to reconsider my friends.
Reconsider who I want to surround myself with. I want to be around people who support me, and don't care about any flaws I have. Don't care if I nitpick sometimes. Don't care about any of my flaws, because I don't care about any of theirs.
Kittens, I love you. You're still my best friend. None of this is about you.
This is mainly directed at two people. Three, if you count my note to emmy.
Also, people.
Don't always side with the admin or higher rank. It is a rank on a minecraft server, not a free pass to always being right.
They do their job well, but they're humans. ( .O. ) They aren't always right because they are HUMANS. When it comes to strictly MC things, they're always right.
Except sometimes.
Thank you.
I've lost everyone, all for different reasons. It started with tobi.
You guys know who you are.
This is not about emmy. That is something that the improved me will deal with when I get back.
I'm going to change myself.
For you guys.
Because that is what matters. Reshaping myself so others are happy.
~~~~~~~
Example of what will never happen. I am not changing who I am.
Almost everyone I loved hates me.
I guess I loved the wrong people.
If you guys can't get the guts to tell me if you don't like me, you don't deserve to be my friend. You weren't real friends, and that is clear now.
I obviously was with the wrong group of people.
I am who I am, and I don't CARE if you don't like me.
Emmy- You were the first to tell everyone that you don't like me very much. That's fine. We're not friend, and won't be, and that's okay. I'm not going to say thing behind your back and lie about you, because I am better than THAT. You are too. ALSO- you're really pretty and i'm really jelly
I am taking a break.
Not for "self improving"
I am taking a break to reconsider my friends.
Reconsider who I want to surround myself with. I want to be around people who support me, and don't care about any flaws I have. Don't care if I nitpick sometimes. Don't care about any of my flaws, because I don't care about any of theirs.
Kittens, I love you. You're still my best friend. None of this is about you.
This is mainly directed at two people. Three, if you count my note to emmy.
Also, people.
Don't always side with the admin or higher rank. It is a rank on a minecraft server, not a free pass to always being right.
They do their job well, but they're humans. ( .O. ) They aren't always right because they are HUMANS. When it comes to strictly MC things, they're always right.
Except sometimes.
Thank you.
GOODBYE











