The Truth C:

[Emmylol1]

Dear Mctopians,

I have been getting complaints about my attitude lately. I have seen people on the forums critique others. Push them. Brag. And so on. But im not going to be pulling out the flaws of others right now. I want to talk to you all about me

Over the years I have went from being very careless, and nice. To strict, sarcastic, and naive. This is me. I used to be like brooke and like kittens. Trying to bring the good out of people and forgiving people that really shouldn't be. I used to forgive people for hating me, for making fun of something I love. I used to be careless. Things would brush past me and I wouldn't care.

Heres the thing. I grew up. Every one grows up to be a different person. They have there own characteristics, feelings, thoughts. Nobody will be the same. Everyone will have there own opinions. As you can all tell. Im a very fun person. I tell jokes. I love to make friends. I love to help people with personal problems or just questions. But when it comes to making fun of something I love. You are not going to get away with it. If you come on this server saying you hate it, hate everyone on it, or just start making fun of its flaws. Ill play back. Ill go along with you. Like I have said before. I will kill you with kindness. People think there is kindness is everyone. There is. But everyone hates. Everyone in there life time has made fun of someone. They have critiqued someone, and so on.

Ok, now Im rambling on. Lets just make this short and sweet. Im not that person. I have been around the block. I have seen things. I know things. Im not going to sit here and take shit from other players and then forgive them or "try to make nice" with them. No that's not how I roll.

Theres two types of people that I think should be staff on a server. A layed back, fun, understanding player. And one that wont take crap from other players, one that will stand there ground if meaning the other players feelings might get hurt, but can still be fun, loving and an overall friend. If you make the first move, im sure in hell going to finish the fight. Just make the first move. That's how I have been taught. If a bully hits you first you have the right to do what ever you want to them as self defense. They made the first move.

Also that saying "it takes two to start a fight" is a bunch of bull. It takes one person. It takes one person to light the fuse, it takes on person to ice a cake. It takes one person to start a fight.

So please guys. Im doing my best to balance out the server. You can be you. And I can be me.

I didn't make this post to start a fight, to argue. Im just trying to show you all my point of view

-Sincere apologies
Emmy
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[GoldenLynx54]

:O You're a grown-up now! Yay, you can drive a car, and buy Cheerios, and throw Cheerios at random people in the mall!

[Metazard]

The moment someone insults my friends, or me, that's my fuse lit.
If it's other people I wont intervene until it gets out-of-hand, people will argue, lets not be too strict.
Even then I don't get too out of hand, so if I'm arguing with someone, do you really have to lose respect for me?
Can anyone say that they have not argued with anyone or insulted anyone? No.

[BrookeTheSheep]

The same thing happened to me.
Peopl kept saying "You've changed" "you're meaner now!"
I couldn't TAKE IT.
I just grew up!
I'm still growing up!

You guys has the pleasure of watching me go from a little rose bud, to a frickin' ROSE. But you'll get the crazy mood swings in between. Sorry about that.

Take it easy. Yeah, my mood is different day to day. No need to point that out

[kittens1234]

GoldenLynx54 wrote:throw Cheerios at random people in the mall!

Wut.

[SilverWolf101]

kittens1234 wrote:

GoldenLynx54 wrote:throw Cheerios at random people in the mall!

Wut.

*throws Skittlez at kitty*
TASTE THE RAINBOW


And Emmy, beautiful post! *Octavia clap*

[BrookeTheSheep]

Now that I'm on the computer, i'd like to expand.

I say things I don't mean. Quite a bit. I never know if it is me saying them, or hormones >.<

When people say, "You've changed" I gain a crack. A few weeks ago, I shattered. Chall was there. He saw me at my worst. The day after, things were odd, to say the least. I got a strange feeling... of euphoria. I got a lot of newfound confidence. I realized something was holding all that in. No, it does NOT mean whenever people said I changed that it was a good thing. Every comment I got sent me deeper into sadness. A lot of them made me cry. It was probably me being banned. Inspiron, someone who I liked, respected and tried for months to get to like me, banned me. Banned me from the one thing in my life at the time that brought me joy. Banned me because of something I said that I didn't mean. Something I said that I won't look back and laugh about. I'm striving for a chance to become staff of the server.

It hurts. Watching all of my friends become staff, rise to the top, while I sit there, chained to the ground for a terrible mistake I made in the past.

But I replace that sadness with joy, and happiness.
I've decided that I'm going to give some of my joy away. I'm starting a "Boo's School" at which I will train people who have been jailed a lot to be better, give help to new members, teach people about commands, play fun minecraft games, and a lot more.

I'd have a hotel next to it called "Boo's House for the Homeless"
Anyone who is homeless could stay there, and I'd provide supplies for them that I bought with my real iron.

I'd strive to be the best superdonater.

[SilverWolf101]

BrookeTheSheep wrote:Now that I'm on the computer, i'd like to expand.

I say things I don't mean. Quite a bit. I never know if it is me saying them, or hormones >.<

When people say, "You've changed" I gain a crack. A few weeks ago, I shattered. Chall was there. He saw me at my worst. The day after, things were odd, to say the least. I got a strange feeling... of euphoria. I got a lot of newfound confidence. I realized something was holding all that in. No, it does NOT mean whenever people said I changed that it was a good thing. Every comment I got sent me deeper into sadness. A lot of them made me cry. It was probably me being banned. Inspiron, someone who I liked, respected and tried for months to get to like me, banned me. Banned me from the one thing in my life at the time that brought me joy. Banned me because of something I said that I didn't mean. Something I said that I won't look back and laugh about. I'm striving for a chance to become staff of the server.

It hurts. Watching all of my friends become staff, rise to the top, while I sit there, chained to the ground for a terrible mistake I made in the past.

But I replace that sadness with joy, and happiness.
I've decided that I'm going to give some of my joy away. I'm starting a "Boo's School" at which I will train people who have been jailed a lot to be better, give help to new members, teach people about commands, play fun minecraft games, and a lot more.

I'd have a hotel next to it called "Boo's House for the Homeless"
Anyone who is homeless could stay there, and I'd provide supplies for them that I bought with my real iron.

I'd strive to be the best superdonater.

Sometimes, before I was mod, I'm not even sure when actually, sometimes people made me cry. But it was probably me being sensitive... Also, at that time, I lived in a small underground place with a cow! Heh. The good old days...

And boo mind if I help out with the school? I remember I tried to do similar with cooper but it didn't work.
I would do anything to help out on the server because it makes me happy so much!

[GoldenLynx54]

kittens1234 wrote:

GoldenLynx54 wrote:throw Cheerios at random people in the mall!

Wut.

what? Just saying!