2012-11-13, 04:47 PM
A little bit anyway.
And no, I'm not going to calm down. The last time I was this angry was when my dad wouldn't let me see my grandmother in the hospital.
I sick and tired to mattjtv throwing up a facade around me, and being all nice. I know he dosent like me. And i want him to stop lying about it. He never apologized, he never took back his words. Then on boo's topic, he went at me. I defended boo, then he accused me of leaving the server. So, yes, Im sick of living with his crap. I was going to pm this to him, but I realized that all of you should see this. I read every single freaking post he made about me. Then I wrote this. So, enjoy! Oh, and sorry for the swearing in advance.
I'm going to make this short and sweet. I don't like you. I just don't. I'm sorry if you wanted to be perfect, the fucking best admin there ever was, and everyone to like you. I think the first time you ruined it for yourself was when you put the troll house in Kittensville. That was unnecessary. You started a fight that you could never win. I'll have you know, I've been mad at people before. For example the whole GOLDENMAN_23 argument that happened. But I got over it. But for some reason I have a problem with fucking 13 year olds spreading rumors about me. So lets get this straight shall we? I, Kittens1234 (Emma Logendson) do NOT under any circumstances date xXSlurpieXx. Now I'm going to compare you to GOLDENAMN_23. Okay? He didn't attack my friends. You did. He didn't spread rumors about me. You did. He respected me. I forgave him. Every time that you get on I throw up a facade. Its not fun, but I'm nice enough to show that I won't fucking insult you every time you get on. More than I can say of you.
Now I'm thinking about all of this. I do, after a bit, have a PERSONAL grudge against you. I don't know why. I can't even put my rage into words. I suppose I'm thinking about the fact that you terrorized me. You got THIS close to get me to leave. The only time that has ever happened by anyone else was because of Jared. Do you remember that? Were you even on this server? Oh wait; have I been on this LONGER than you? :O That seems so impossible, a jackass has to learn their surroundings before activating. Not that I'm calling you one. Oh, wait I am. And, I don't care what you think of this; I'm going to just disregard your feelings. Why should I care about your feelings? You certainly don't care about mine. I also don't care if you make this public, be my guest. I'm not sure you will. You are so very unpredictable. But that’s all the hormones right? I read all of those posts you made about people licking my shoes. What? Oh sorry. I didn't realize that you were over all of that. But, the thing is, I don't you are over all of it. Once, a player told me this:
Oh I know. I'll just make more of these posts and be a complete jerk. After all, it takes one to know one, MattJTV.
It surprises me I can still say your name without being revolted.
You know, I hold my nose around garbage, so I don't smell the disgusting things coming out from it.
Am I disrespecting you?
Completely.
Do I regret it?
No.
Do I care if you jail me four years for this?
Go ahead, I won't mind it. I'm being jailed for just reversing the situation. Be a jerk to us! I take it as my personal duty to return the damn favor.
Thank for listening to me.
Oh I'm sorry, did I hurt your feelings?
I am SO sorry. Sincerely and totally. No trust me, I mean it.
Oh golly, maybe ill make a forums post and apologize publicly! But secretly, um, I don't really mean it. That's fair right?
This is what people think of you.
Is this what you want your perfect image to be? Is this what you want?
My Ex-boyfriend once told me that when boys insult you they like you. Great way to show it. I know that you won't mind me spreading rumors about you, after all, its fair game. Its not like it’s not true. I'm not being bias or anything. Like really. You thought better of me? Too bad, this is the real Kittens. I get mad. I'm not some fucking super hero or anything.
Also, McTopia is NOTHING like your server. Having the same plugins doesn’t make the servers the same. What makes a server special is the players. So, you are telling us that your server is the same as ours. You have been giving out IP addresses? Uh oh, better unfairly jail you for advertising. Whoops.
I also didn't know that I was wearing shoes. Thanks for the News Flash.
Thanks for letting me know that greifing and disrespect are not jailable reasons.
Thanks for summarizing the Hunger Games for me. Its not like I've already read it 14 times.
Thanks for telling me that SDs SHOULD PvP, they HAVE to. I didn't know that.
Thanks for comparing me to my teachers. They don't really help me, that’s true. But I didn't know my mom wanted to kill me.
You have taught me so much. I should really leave the server and let you preach your insane crap to my friends. I would love that.
Most of all, you showed me that some people are so self centered that they can't pull their head out of their own ass long enough to listen to what others say.
Thanks for listening. And I'm sorry if I offended anyone. But really. I personally don't think anyone deserves treatment of how he treated me. Or how he continues to treat me.
In my school, if someone Bullys you, you have to write a letter to them, then post it on the announcement board. I feel like I have been bullied, so that is what I did.
And no, I'm not going to calm down. The last time I was this angry was when my dad wouldn't let me see my grandmother in the hospital.
I sick and tired to mattjtv throwing up a facade around me, and being all nice. I know he dosent like me. And i want him to stop lying about it. He never apologized, he never took back his words. Then on boo's topic, he went at me. I defended boo, then he accused me of leaving the server. So, yes, Im sick of living with his crap. I was going to pm this to him, but I realized that all of you should see this. I read every single freaking post he made about me. Then I wrote this. So, enjoy! Oh, and sorry for the swearing in advance.
I'm going to make this short and sweet. I don't like you. I just don't. I'm sorry if you wanted to be perfect, the fucking best admin there ever was, and everyone to like you. I think the first time you ruined it for yourself was when you put the troll house in Kittensville. That was unnecessary. You started a fight that you could never win. I'll have you know, I've been mad at people before. For example the whole GOLDENMAN_23 argument that happened. But I got over it. But for some reason I have a problem with fucking 13 year olds spreading rumors about me. So lets get this straight shall we? I, Kittens1234 (Emma Logendson) do NOT under any circumstances date xXSlurpieXx. Now I'm going to compare you to GOLDENAMN_23. Okay? He didn't attack my friends. You did. He didn't spread rumors about me. You did. He respected me. I forgave him. Every time that you get on I throw up a facade. Its not fun, but I'm nice enough to show that I won't fucking insult you every time you get on. More than I can say of you.
Now I'm thinking about all of this. I do, after a bit, have a PERSONAL grudge against you. I don't know why. I can't even put my rage into words. I suppose I'm thinking about the fact that you terrorized me. You got THIS close to get me to leave. The only time that has ever happened by anyone else was because of Jared. Do you remember that? Were you even on this server? Oh wait; have I been on this LONGER than you? :O That seems so impossible, a jackass has to learn their surroundings before activating. Not that I'm calling you one. Oh, wait I am. And, I don't care what you think of this; I'm going to just disregard your feelings. Why should I care about your feelings? You certainly don't care about mine. I also don't care if you make this public, be my guest. I'm not sure you will. You are so very unpredictable. But that’s all the hormones right? I read all of those posts you made about people licking my shoes. What? Oh sorry. I didn't realize that you were over all of that. But, the thing is, I don't you are over all of it. Once, a player told me this:
Oh I know. I'll just make more of these posts and be a complete jerk. After all, it takes one to know one, MattJTV.
It surprises me I can still say your name without being revolted.
You know, I hold my nose around garbage, so I don't smell the disgusting things coming out from it.
Am I disrespecting you?
Completely.
Do I regret it?
No.
Do I care if you jail me four years for this?
Go ahead, I won't mind it. I'm being jailed for just reversing the situation. Be a jerk to us! I take it as my personal duty to return the damn favor.
Thank for listening to me.
Oh I'm sorry, did I hurt your feelings?
I am SO sorry. Sincerely and totally. No trust me, I mean it.
Oh golly, maybe ill make a forums post and apologize publicly! But secretly, um, I don't really mean it. That's fair right?
This is what people think of you.
Is this what you want your perfect image to be? Is this what you want?
My Ex-boyfriend once told me that when boys insult you they like you. Great way to show it. I know that you won't mind me spreading rumors about you, after all, its fair game. Its not like it’s not true. I'm not being bias or anything. Like really. You thought better of me? Too bad, this is the real Kittens. I get mad. I'm not some fucking super hero or anything.
Also, McTopia is NOTHING like your server. Having the same plugins doesn’t make the servers the same. What makes a server special is the players. So, you are telling us that your server is the same as ours. You have been giving out IP addresses? Uh oh, better unfairly jail you for advertising. Whoops.
I also didn't know that I was wearing shoes. Thanks for the News Flash.
Thanks for letting me know that greifing and disrespect are not jailable reasons.
Thanks for summarizing the Hunger Games for me. Its not like I've already read it 14 times.
Thanks for telling me that SDs SHOULD PvP, they HAVE to. I didn't know that.
Thanks for comparing me to my teachers. They don't really help me, that’s true. But I didn't know my mom wanted to kill me.
You have taught me so much. I should really leave the server and let you preach your insane crap to my friends. I would love that.
Most of all, you showed me that some people are so self centered that they can't pull their head out of their own ass long enough to listen to what others say.
Thanks for listening. And I'm sorry if I offended anyone. But really. I personally don't think anyone deserves treatment of how he treated me. Or how he continues to treat me.
In my school, if someone Bullys you, you have to write a letter to them, then post it on the announcement board. I feel like I have been bullied, so that is what I did.
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