2013-01-02, 08:15 PM
I don't deserve you. I've made mistakes. You don't deserve all of this. I love you, and that's why you need to know what has happened. I'm a guy no girl deserves to have. i've stooped too low. I'm disgusting. You need to know. Even though this happened i won't ever forget you. We can't be together, because after this you will never speak to me again. here it goes.
ive been... i dont want t say it. maybe it will be easier if i start from begining: (yes meta, i originally typed this to you, but i put everything into it, and have nothing else to say)
i shouldve came to you, and told you what happened the day i asked you out boo. Tobi said, she still liked me. She didnt know that boo and i would get together, and she wanted time to think. Then boo came. we talked. one thing lead too another, and we were together. I made myself a promise a very long time ago. i would never EVER hurt a girl. when tobi found out about me and boo, i broke my promise. i had no idea. i tried to fix the problem. i talked to tobi. we became close. too close. boo couldnt come o anymore, becuase the issues she had with her laptop not letting her log on. i tried to fix my promise. i had no idea what i had done, no idea what i had become. a monster. i was only trying to fix a promise. I wanted to tell tobi that it couldnt work. The way she speaks though. its almost manipulative. she pulled me in, using tricks that i was unaware of. she was unaware of it as well.I dont blame tobi for any of this, and i dont want you guys to either. it my fault i guess :/ i just was to selfish to break a promise to myself. in the end, i knew i would have to hurt one or the other. now ive hurt both. i really dont know what to do. in the end, it was the ultimate knock out. i had done worse then i ever wanted.
i tried to keep my promise but in the end. i hurt boo, before she could know. i hurt tobi, the whole time. i dont deserve to be on McTopia right now. bye guys. ill be back soon. but not now (3 days tops)
ive been... i dont want t say it. maybe it will be easier if i start from begining: (yes meta, i originally typed this to you, but i put everything into it, and have nothing else to say)
i shouldve came to you, and told you what happened the day i asked you out boo. Tobi said, she still liked me. She didnt know that boo and i would get together, and she wanted time to think. Then boo came. we talked. one thing lead too another, and we were together. I made myself a promise a very long time ago. i would never EVER hurt a girl. when tobi found out about me and boo, i broke my promise. i had no idea. i tried to fix the problem. i talked to tobi. we became close. too close. boo couldnt come o anymore, becuase the issues she had with her laptop not letting her log on. i tried to fix my promise. i had no idea what i had done, no idea what i had become. a monster. i was only trying to fix a promise. I wanted to tell tobi that it couldnt work. The way she speaks though. its almost manipulative. she pulled me in, using tricks that i was unaware of. she was unaware of it as well.I dont blame tobi for any of this, and i dont want you guys to either. it my fault i guess :/ i just was to selfish to break a promise to myself. in the end, i knew i would have to hurt one or the other. now ive hurt both. i really dont know what to do. in the end, it was the ultimate knock out. i had done worse then i ever wanted.
i tried to keep my promise but in the end. i hurt boo, before she could know. i hurt tobi, the whole time. i dont deserve to be on McTopia right now. bye guys. ill be back soon. but not now (3 days tops)
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