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[BrookeTheSheep]

i'd really like to know xD

[challenger410]

BrookeTheSheep wrote:i'd really like to know xD

That what you said last time, then you responded "where did all this come from", and made me look horrible for answering you when you asked "what am I doing wrong?" I'm not going to get in this this time boo. It isn't worth the energy fighting.

[BrookeTheSheep]

challenger410 wrote:

BrookeTheSheep wrote:i'd really like to know xD

That what you said last time, then you responded "where did all this come from", and made me look horrible for answering you when you asked "what am I doing wrong?" I'm not going to get in this this time boo. It isn't worth the energy fighting.

tell we where you got the grammar thing from. it is something you can prove

[Metazard]

Brooke he obviously doesn't want to fight, stop trying to bring him into it.
And you are always complaining about how bad I am and how I think you're an evil person, I don't, so can you stop please?
I've it said a million times, maybe you'll see it this time, I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT WITH YOU, but when you post stuff like this:

BrookeTheSheep wrote:When I say something, it is wrong in meta's eyes. He finds the little things I do wrong, and shoves them in my face.

I though he was my best friend, too. But honestly. Would a best friend rub your flaws in your face? Embarrass you? Taunt you, torment you?

All I'm doing here, all I ever really do, is defend myself. I try to explain it calmly, maybe make a joke.

But oh no.
Jokes?
Oh, HECK no!

The Danny joke, the emmygoth joke.

Inncent fun things.
Or so I thought.


The night was calm. Meta is on his computer. "Hmm..." he thinks, "I think the Danny joke shouldn't be a joke. I know!" A lightbulb appears over his head. How about... how about the next time Bridget mentions Danny, I tell her how rude, annoying, and mean she is! How about I tell her that I told her to stop before? I didn't ever tell her to stop, but lets mess up her mind."

Meta laughs. "Let's get more people in on it..." meta thinks. He calls chall. Chall laughs. "Amazing! I have another idea!" Chall says.

"How about we say Bridget contantly corrects people's grammar! She has only done that a few times before, but whatever! We know how stupid she is. She won't remember he posts!" Chall says.

"Let's add someone else..." They call Emmy. They know how persuasive she is.

They tell her the plan.

"Don't back down!" they tell her. She doesn't back down.

Meta hangs up, and goes to sleep. We'll start in the morning...

I'm seriously offended, I'm not talking about a petty thing, that's honestly, extremely offending to me.
I'm just trying to have a good time on a damn minecraft server on a damn game.

[BrookeTheSheep]

A LITTLE SIDE NOTE-
I don't want to fight with chall either. I just wanna know why he thinks that.
I presume it was a misunderstanding or a mistake.
Kittens corrects people's grammar sometimes, and our signatures are a lot alike?
Maybe the few times I mentioned grammar, and the few times kittens mentioned grammar added up to quite a few grammar corrections.


TOBI-
A reason meta and I aren't close friends
or friends at all, really.

You can't keep private things private.
I sent you a PM, telling you how I feel.
You send it to chall
Chall says something to tobi he regrets. He tells you.
You send it to me.
NOT TO BRING THAT UP.
I ask for your help when I really need it.
You take screenshots and post it on the forums
You feel annoyed by me on skype.
You tell Haley.

Meta-

EVERYTHING I SAY IS WRONG TO YOU.
You treat me TERRIBLY!
If you don't mean to be mean, then you need to do a MUCH better job in portraying that.
DO YOU NOT REALIZE THIS?

Do you not realize that you reply to EVERYTHING I say with something negitive?

Oh, you're offended?
I'm trying to defend myself! You're acting like a monster! [Note- You aren't a monster. You're acting like one.]

LISTEN.
I WANT YOU TO STOP.
THINK BEFORE YOU SAY SOMETHING.

I sent you a PM about how things you say lead me to do HORRID things to myself!
Your reply?
"How is it my fault?"
Do you want me to tell you how?
Read above.

You're offended? You're offened by me defending myself? Please watch this video- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6ctAbqtqRI Watch the whole thing.
But really? How is me ruining your fun, and offending you matter in retrospect? I obviously don't mean to ruin your fun, but I'm defending myself. Your hurting words lead me to say things like that. Your hurting words make me:
-Pull out my hair. (This isn't a figure of speech.)
-Eat poorly, or not at all ("It's because I'm fat.)
-Lack of sleep
-Lack of enthusiasm in anything
-Random break-downs

Guess what those are signs of?

Do you know how to fix this?
Let's flashback to kindergarden.

The teacher pulls out a paper bag.
"Her name is Jane. Jane gets hurt when people say mean things to her."
The teacher ask the class to shout out insults.
With every insult, the teacher tears the bag, or crumples it a little more.
"Those are called 'Hurting Words'"
The teacher tells the class to say things like, "I'm sorry and I didn't mean to be mean"
The teacher tapes up the rips, and un-crumples it with every statement.
"Those are called 'Healing Words'"
"Now, class," the teacher says, "Does Jane look the same as before?"
"No," the class says.
"That's right. Although you take back your Hurting Words, and tell her Healing Words, there are still scars. It never can really go away.


Your rude comments will never leave me.
I'll always have these scares.


One last thing.
If anyone says "Dur, shouldn't this, like, be about goldenpopstar getting trusted? durhurhrudhru", I will personally end their life.

[BrookeTheSheep]

I've blacked out things that could be private to you-

[Metazard]

I don't reply negatively to everything you say
Maybe 3/20 things you say.
I'm not trying to treat you terribly, if I was, I'd probably be kicked off the forums by now and hated by everyone.
I'm not acting like a monster, but if I say the slightest thing in negative towards you, you flip out and call me a monster.
Think about it, with all the bad stuff you say to me, do I flip and call YOU a monster?
I put up with it, because I'm trying to be nice.

[BrookeTheSheep]

Metazard wrote:I don't reply negatively to everything you say
Maybe 3/20 things you say.
I'm not trying to treat you terribly, if I was, I'd probably be kicked off the forums by now and hated by everyone.
I'm not acting like a monster, but if I say the slightest thing in negative towards you, you flip out and call me a monster.
Think about it, with all the bad stuff you say to me, do I flip and call YOU a monster?
I put up with it, because I'm trying to be nice.

You need to make it a LOT more clear. Right now, I hear "You're in the wrong, I'm in the right. You're a piece of trash"

You put up with me defending myself?

[tobiii1004]

i'm getting kind of mad

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[tobiii1004]

Seeing two of my best friends fight is not a pleasant thing to witness...

Both of you are equally wrong, equally right. It's crazy, guys, watching you two go at it, because at one point or another it's all just going to turn into mudslinging

Unless it already DID.

I feel like throwing something. This is insane. Actually insane...past the point of making sense anymore. Everything either one of you says, the other one counterpoints it. With something. Sometimes it's not even necessary to counter it. It just happens. I'm not pointing fingers because both of you do it.

Boo. You need to stop with this whole self-harm business. I need to tell you this, because you're much better than self harm. Honestly dear, self harm can lead to some pretty serious crap, and the last thing I want you to do is kill yourself over this. Everything has simply been spiraling out of control and you need to stop pulling your hair, ignoring meals, etc. That's not going to go anywhere good, so you have to promise me you won't do it, no matter how ANYONE makes you feel.
When people tell you that you blow something up to be dramatic, you have this habit of being overly defensive. Do NOT say anything you'll regret...do NOT. Do not DO anything you'll regret, do not SAY anything you'll regret, and most importantly, don't HURT anyone that you'll regret hurting. I know exactly what it's like to be a teenage girl. I know. We like to blow things up and be dramatic. I've done that. But sometimes you'll need to pull back the reins and look at life through a bigger looking glass. Is it worth it to say? Don't speak out of anger. Quick to think, slow to speak. I'm not accusing you of anything, I'm just offering my opinion.

Meta. Sometimes, you're stubborn beyond belief. It's normally a good thing, your opinions on what's right/wrong aren't easily swayed. You're one of the most forgiving people I know, but maybe this is too much. You know what it's like to be surrounded on all sides. I know you do. I also know that you know exactly what it's like to regret something, because I see it in you when you need to vent. I'm proud to be here for you, but mercy is a key point here. It's obviously fine to correct someone. I'll repeat what I said to Boo. You've got a habit of proving you're right...defending whatever point you're saying. And you can just look up and read Boo's paragraph I wrote, but maybe looking at the scene through a bigger looking glass isn't such a bad idea...I'm not accusing you of anything, I'm just offering my opinion.

I love you both, and if I hurt you in any way, I'm so sorry, I did not mean it at all...you're both like family to me. Please don't take it the wrong way.