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People think you're a troll, mean person, a jerk.
You don't have to if you don't choose to.
You can change Matt but its going to need you to put in a lot of effort
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You can't change Matt, it's who you are. But you CAN learn self control...
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mattjtv wrote:Metazard wrote:You're a good guy, but why do you push people so far? I don't understand
I didn't mean to  " title="Crying or Very Sad"> , I was just getting a little mad that I was not answered right away, because I admit I am a bit impatient. Maybe very impatient. I also let my brain take over too much, trying to say all logical things and making people mad. I sometimes forget to let my heart do the talking, and let my brain rest until I have a place to use it wisely. I just need to be more cautious on how I interact with other players. More than one person are gonna get mad at me for saying this, but I'm not falling for it Matt. I told you sat time that it was you're last chance. Even if you are sincere right now, I really don't care. It's too late for you Matt. I'm not forgiving you this time.
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I want to see him try and control himself...
Actually...
What the hell am I talking about?
I don't even know what to believe anymore...this is too much to take in. I can't see any second opportunities. Well, heck, this is like the fourth or fifth one, right?
And I know I'm being mean, but I don't give a crap...this has GOT TO END...
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I don't care if you hold grudges for my choice of words or my impatience. All I will care about is how I am, even if everyone has gave up on me. I was bullied a lot in elementary school, and developed a smart-ass way of speaking because of that. I try to hide that side of me, but I don't do it well enough because I expressed it toward the group of people that I truly care about.
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mattjtv wrote:I don't care if you hold grudges for my choice of words or my impatience. All I will care about is how I am, even if everyone has gave up on me. I was bullied a lot in elementary school, and developed a smart-ass way of speaking because of that. I try to hide that side of me, but I don't do it well enough because I expressed it toward the group of people that I truly care about. Okay, you know what, Matt? I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry, I say mean things a lot too. Heck look at what I just wrote. I've been bullied before too but we have to draw the boundary somewhere... Damnit Matt. When will this tug-of-war end
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Think before you speak.
I'm not thinking you in any different way. We all go through tough times, and we all have to get right back up.
I'm partially responsible for the death of my best friend when I was 5. I've always kept my friend close since then. I also can't stand buses anymore.
Things in our past change us. They make us who we are. Bullying shouldn't turn you into a bully. It should do the opposite.
GOODBYE
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BrookeTheSheep wrote:Think before you speak.
I'm not thinking you in any different way. We all go through tough times, and we all have to get right back up.
I'm partially responsible for the death of my best friend when I was 5. I've always kept my friend close since then. I also can't stand buses anymore.
Things in our past change us. They make us who we are. Bullying shouldn't turn you into a bully. It should do the opposite. Yeah, you're right. I shouldn't act this way because of bullying. I should let go of my past and the dialect I developed from that. And I give my deepest sympathies to the loss of your friend.
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We were 5.
FIVE!
She wanted the window seat... She really did! I didn't argue!
WHY DIDN'T I?
The beam hit her right in the head.
She didn't even cry. I didn't even know she was hurt! I thought she fell asleep! I didn't turn back when I got off the bus!!
WHY DIDN'T I DO SOMETHING?
She wasn't at school the next day. She was in the hospital. Permanent brain damage. She was already in a fragile state. There was something wrong with her brain before.
She died a few weeks later.
I could of saved her!
I COULD OF HELPED HER.
GOODBYE
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BrookeTheSheep wrote:We were 5.
FIVE!
She wanted the window seat... She really did! I didn't argue!
WHY DIDN'T I?
The beam hit her right in the head.
She didn't even cry. I didn't even know she was hurt! I thought she fell asleep! I didn't turn back when I got off the bus!!
WHY DIDN'T I DO SOMETHING?
She wasn't at school the next day. She was in the hospital. Permanent brain damage. She was already in a fragile state. There was something wrong with her brain before.
She died a few weeks later.
I could of saved her!
I COULD OF HELPED HER. That's awful, boo... ): I'm so sorry...my deepest condolences):
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