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Guys this is really depressing
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I just got back on the server after being gone for like 6 months to see the server almost completely deserted. I think at some point I actually cried a bit just cause of how sad this is. Mctopia was the first minecraft server I had ever played, starting way back in september of 2012. I met some of the best people I'll ever know on this server and it really breaks my heart to see everyone gone. I guess whenever I go on these mini hiatuses I just expect to see everyone just freeze around me and when I decide to come back everything will return to normal but I guess that's not the case. I don't even remember if I even wrote an official goodbye to the people I had spent so long with when I left back earlier in the year. Now the chances of me ever seeing these people again are so slim I don't even want to think about it. It breaks my heart to see people I had befriended back at the beginning of 7th grade banned or just gone. I know I wasn't one of the more popular users, heck 90% of the server probably hated me. I just know of the few friends I did have, you guys were amazing. You guys just were always there for me. One of my first memories of the server was just logging on because of a suggestion from one of my first friends I made in middleschool. Slurpie happened to be on and he helped me build my first house. I continued on from this, building more and more and leaving my mark on the worlds. From my first town, Taytown, all the way up to my most recent one, Aspenvale, I have had some great memories with you guys. What makes it all even more terrible is the /homes were reset and I am unable to find the houses I had built from the ground up with people. Memories were lost and sadly I can't even match names with personalities. All I know is you guys were a huge part of my middleschool years and I guess I just want to say thank you. Thank you for all you've done. I really wish this server hadn't died down like it did, but what did I expect? That people wouldn't grow up and get older? That we would all just stay forever playing on a server together? I do wish life was like that but of course it is not. People I had thought of as friends have moved on just as I had. The fact that I could just forget everything I'd been through on this server as if it was nothing is just horrible. As if none of it had even existed. At least this time I remembered enough to come back eventually. What about in 4 years when I'm busy graduation highschool. Nothing I had done here would ever be thought of again. Pushed to the back of my mind so I am unable to ever retrieve it. That's the day I'm dreading because I don't want to forget the fun I've had. The times when I just stayed in my house and talked with people, because I had nothing better to do. The pranks my friends pulled on each other. The fierce pvp battles, end farming, building houses, cities, towers, grinders, heck anything. The small gestures of helping a friend. I just never want to forget anything on here and hopefully I will be able to come back here to this reminder so I can continue to relive the times I've had with you guys. Honestly the times I've had on here are some of the best I've ever had. I'm not sure how many people actually will read this but if you remember something you've done with me, do you mind sharing it? I just want to try and see how things used to be back then.
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edit: In case you couldn't tell, this is Qteeface. I lost my forums account info yet again


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Guys this is really depressing - by qtface - 2014-07-09, 08:57 PM
Guys this is really depressing - by qtface - 2014-07-09, 10:00 PM
Guys this is really depressing - by SilverWolf101 - 2014-07-10, 02:29 AM
Guys this is really depressing - by Cori83 - 2014-07-10, 12:47 PM
Guys this is really depressing - by Jamourous - 2014-07-11, 03:54 AM
Guys this is really depressing - by Lord_Nick - 2014-07-11, 10:01 AM
Guys this is really depressing - by tobiii1004 - 2014-07-11, 01:52 PM
Guys this is really depressing - by Jamourous - 2014-07-11, 11:23 PM
Guys this is really depressing - by challenger410 - 2014-07-12, 01:02 AM
Guys this is really depressing - by zombielover99 - 2014-07-14, 08:33 AM
Guys this is really depressing - by JellyfishLord - 2014-07-15, 02:07 PM

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