Uhhhhhhh so i need help

[mattjtv]

1258933 wrote:Ok I was messing around with Mitch but I see your point sorry.

Dear, Mctopians

I have recently been having a really hard time hold on a minute I'm crying. The server has been there for me threw the hardest times. And now I have no one to talk to about this stuffs *Legits Whips away tears*. I know you're all gunna say talk to irl people well the irl people don't know as much about me and can't make me smile like mctopia does. I feel welcome when I get onto mctopia I feel loved and have lots of friends. I have been not feeling that way for what 2 days now. I have been trying to change and honestly I feel like shi* cause I feel like none cares about me. I like the server lots that is why I donated. I have been trying to get on but every time I try it says temp ban 5 days 6 hours counting down obviously it does not say that all the time.

I know personally what I have done and have still not forgiven myself. Why should I? When that time period is over you'll see someone that has been hiding inside. Mctopians I have been so lonely. No one to say hey whazzup or wassnew no one. I have no one to talk to it is so hellish with out mctopia.

Personally I think I did need a ban but not for a week. I say 3 day would have done it. But I have over used caps I have and I am admitting it but on the other side I'm just following after an admin who uses caps lots. But that's besides the point. I hope this was the bestest grammars ever XD thanks so much.

~1258933

But seriously, if you actually cared about the server, you would not break the rules so many times.