2014-02-03, 07:38 PM
1258933 wrote:So hi I'm 1258933. As a lot of you know i have been a complete jerk towards some of you. Meta i'm sorry for being a complete A hole towards you, I should have just sucked up what i needed to and boom, I wouldn't have of been muted. I'm sorry to all of those i have hurt. I'm especially sorry to all the admins for being an idiot to you all. I want to say sorry to Meta cause I have said some hurtful things. I am sorry to abab for being a mean boy not you but people around me. I try to help but then my temper kicks in when someone says something very rude. I was a complete idiot. I should be a person to whom people can look up too not hate. Yes there will be some people that hate me LOTS. I know that not everyone has to like me. I can be the nicest person in the world but then I can be the meanest person.
I want to say sorry to all the admins/mods/members including donors. I need to clean up my act and look to the future. I think we can all relate to this-
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
I'm sorry to all those I have hurt.
This screams copied for me. Really, I can see similarities in here to my twin apology letters. The quote really did it for me though. Look at my two letters in the General and report a player, then look at this again...
Also... a part of this angers me, lemme point it out.
1258933 wrote:But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
No, most people here cannot stand it when you spam, abuse staff and use grammar that a 2 year old would cringe at. We have been vocal for change. So does that mean we don't deserve to see the side of you we have been begging to see since you joined? Do you think you are more superior here? It certainly looks like it.