MattJTV

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Jamourous wrote:Hello, Fellow Staff Members, McTopia Community, and Friends.

First of all, I want to say I am deeply ashamed of myself.

I revisited this tonight for one reason, to apologise to 125. I have no words to describe how idiotic I was in that call, and the direct actions I took because of the way I felt. I let myself go, and I felt invincible, the thing I had been avoiding, and had finally hit. But, there is no excuse for this, and I'm not going to justify what I did was right by a endless line of excuses. I was wrong, and I know my fellow staff members are disappointed in my actions. I am, if not more, upset with myself for this borderline abuse of power. This behaviour for me is not only unacceptable, but it does not show the values I live for.

I am sorry to 125, for the extreme disrespect I made you endure.
I am sorry to Meta, Chall, Tobii, Zombie, Mcman, Inspiron, and my fellow staff members. I let every single one of you down.
I am sorry to anyone else, who was offended, shocked or otherwise upset with my actions.

My justification for such a disgusting act was never going to be a way to cover it up. I am now seriously considering my work, and what I need to change. I would rather not be reminded of my actions, I'm kicking myself already, and I am starting to become more aware of my attitude towards such events is not something I can joke about.

I want to stress that this was, and still is, an isolated incident. I want you all to know that this will NEVER happen again.

I promise.

I forgive you and matt! But what you did here was very staff like, it takes true confidence to do that so i forgive you. I am very disappointed in what you and matt did though please for the sake of every mctopian DO NOT DO THAT AGAIN. Staff needs to look professional and very nice. What you both did there was VERY MEAN and unbecoming of you. mctopia is getting bigger and bigger, we do not have room for people to go kicking people out for no reason. I had to finish up something but i couldn't with you and matt doing those kid of things. Jam I forgive you dont worry you to nice and sometimes, power can go to the head. But please dont let this happen again...