2014-02-01, 01:35 AM
Hello, Fellow Staff Members, McTopia Community, and Friends.
First of all, I want to say I am deeply ashamed of myself.
I revisited this tonight for one reason, to apologise to 125. I have no words to describe how idiotic I was in that call, and the direct actions I took because of the way I felt. I let myself go, and I felt invincible, the thing I had been avoiding, and had finally hit. But, there is no excuse for this, and I'm not going to justify what I did was right by a endless line of excuses. I was wrong, and I know my fellow staff members are disappointed in my actions. I am, if not more, upset with myself for this borderline abuse of power. This behaviour for me is not only unacceptable, but it does not show the values I live for.
I am sorry to 125, for the extreme disrespect I made you endure.
I am sorry to Meta, Chall, Tobii, Zombie, Mcman, Inspiron, and my fellow staff members. I let every single one of you down.
I am sorry to anyone else, who was offended, shocked or otherwise upset with my actions.
My justification for such a disgusting act was never going to be a way to cover it up. I am now seriously considering my work, and what I need to change. I would rather not be reminded of my actions, I'm kicking myself already, and I am starting to become more aware of my attitude towards such events is not something I can joke about.
I want to stress that this was, and still is, an isolated incident. I want you all to know that this will NEVER happen again.
I promise.
First of all, I want to say I am deeply ashamed of myself.
I revisited this tonight for one reason, to apologise to 125. I have no words to describe how idiotic I was in that call, and the direct actions I took because of the way I felt. I let myself go, and I felt invincible, the thing I had been avoiding, and had finally hit. But, there is no excuse for this, and I'm not going to justify what I did was right by a endless line of excuses. I was wrong, and I know my fellow staff members are disappointed in my actions. I am, if not more, upset with myself for this borderline abuse of power. This behaviour for me is not only unacceptable, but it does not show the values I live for.
I am sorry to 125, for the extreme disrespect I made you endure.
I am sorry to Meta, Chall, Tobii, Zombie, Mcman, Inspiron, and my fellow staff members. I let every single one of you down.
I am sorry to anyone else, who was offended, shocked or otherwise upset with my actions.
My justification for such a disgusting act was never going to be a way to cover it up. I am now seriously considering my work, and what I need to change. I would rather not be reminded of my actions, I'm kicking myself already, and I am starting to become more aware of my attitude towards such events is not something I can joke about.
I want to stress that this was, and still is, an isolated incident. I want you all to know that this will NEVER happen again.
I promise.