2013-01-05, 04:27 PM
That's the only thing you show anyone. >.< yeah, that's bad, but you know what? I apologized. You don't have to accept, but if you don't, that's your problem. One thing I've learned is that if I feel that I have made my best attempt for forgiveness, and I've tried my best, than that's all I can do. No point on dwelling on the past, to fix things that cant be fixed. Everyone makes mistakes, and mine was extremely big. but if i wanted to, i could be holding grudges on half the server. I've learned to forgive. 4 of my best McTopian friend's, were at some point people I couldn't stand. one of them being you. you're still one of my friends, even if I'm not one of your's. But every time, that note come up, it's a punch in my gut. Reminding me of the thing I'm trying to leave in the past. Every time, i feel like i left it there. someone brings the damn thing up again >.< starting all the crap over. I've learned from my mistake. That's why god made me do it. He wanted ME, to learn from it. He wanted US to know how much it hurts people. God does everything for a reason. Even if the reason is hard to see, it's never for nothing. EVER.
