4000th post..

[Nlmon628]

Metazard wrote:Look all last year you'd make fun of me, call me shit, put me into arms locks and shove my head into the ground, you always acted like you were in charge, the boss.

You're just angry at me because now IM STANDING UP FOR MYSELF. I honestly don't care if I lose you as a friend because I have better, GOOD friends like Callum, Lachlan, Euan and Josh.

They would stick up for me, rather than leaving me to stand up for myself while they laughed with whoever insulted me like you've done many times.

YOU ALWAYS made fun of me and I could never have fun at school when you were around because I was always depressed.

I tried to be funny, I TRIED to be your friend, you know what I got? Either an armlock and a face shoved in cement or a "Fuck of Chris you're not funny" or a possible, "You're such an idiot." Then you'd walk off and talk to someone else leaving me there by myself.

I HATED that, now I'm sticking up for myself.

I don't need you.

I'm not depending on you.

You are NOT my only friend.

And if you keep treating me like crap I DON'T WANT YOU!

The one thing I HATE is when someone LIES about me behind my back!

I don't think I'm strong, I think I'm not weak.

"He thinks he can beat someone else up" I'm TRAINED in self defense, moron.

"He's a bully" YOU are the bully! I don't bully ANYONE. Why do you think there was a large amount if time on McTopia where EVERYONE hated you? Huh?

My friendship group extends past you Nimon, if you want to be in it, you gotta change how you treat me.

Yeah, I know how you feel. I'm truely sorry I treated you that way, I saw how you reacted that's why I stopped. And I KNOW I havent completey stopped cause I make misstakes, or maybe it just because im a horrible person, I don't know anymore. Im sorry I bitched about you, I was just REALLY upset that day, My girlfriend broke up with me, my dad was angry at me THE ENTIRE DAY for reasons I dont even know. And then Haley comes along and tries to cheer me up, but it eventually just turns into a "fml blame everyone around me moment " title="Sad"> ". I have admitt I was really angry at you for some of that stuff and over reacted I think and got confused. I dont even know anymore. I always seem to be wrong. I know moving schools has affected our friendship (if its still there " title="Sad"> ), cause we never used to fight like this, whenever we faught, we would just forgive and forget in the next hour or so, by making eachother laugh or some shit.
Im not asking for your forgiveness, because..
My expectations of people, have always bin lower than most people's, same with all my family. But I guess thats just how I am. As I said earlier I'm not asking for your forgiveness, or a really good friend back, but It would really be appreciated.
And I don't want to lose another good friend because I obviously have a problem in that area. " title="Crying or Very Sad">