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Good Bye Mctopia. - Emmylol1 - 2013-10-03 You have read the title correctly. I am leaving the server for good. I have made my decision to leave a group of people that have made these last months living hell for me. When you meet such creative, nice, beautiful people, it dosnt matter where you meet them. Once you become attached to something and make new friends, something as simple as a video game becomes reality. You begin to treat it like it is apart of your real life. I have made a ton of friend believe it or not. And even though ill only be walking out with a fraction of them still at my side, i will still love and remember everyone i have met. Why stick with doing something that makes you unhappy? To the point that you cry over what people say over the internet even when they live thousands of miles away. I wake up stressed. I thought i was taking a break this past month? Apparently not. If i cant get my brain to get away from something like this for as less as a month, I really need to just get away from it!. Tooooo much drama!!! xD I got messages of people telling me that someone (Matt the person is altimately is making me leave) has been spreading rumors about me. Just want you would want to hear right? :/ I get messages saying mean things to me. I got messages saying how much I was a horrible person. How mean i was. I also got messages saying how much they loved me and longed to see my username log into the sever again. And I will charish those people and still try to keep in touch with them. For the people who want me to be gone, well I see its your lucky day. To Alex/Inspiron, if you see this which you probably wont given the fact that I don't even think you know that I left in the first place, I hope your server and its community will grow to its full potential in the upcoming years. I know you are a senior in high school and your server may or may not be your first priority, but i wish you the best and i thank you for creating a server that became family to me. If you want to ask questions ill be on the forums for I dont know, lets say the next hour. My skype is @emmylol11 Kik is @emmylawl1 Instagram is @emmylol1_8d Xbox is @Emmylol1 8D I love you all and have truly had the greatest time getting to know you all and talking to you. You really made those last 3 years a very fun experience for me. Good Bye Mctopia. - mattjtv - 2013-10-03 Fuck Good Bye Mctopia. - Metazard - 2013-10-03 </3 I'll miss you Emmy! Good Bye Mctopia. - Mcmanaway1 - 2013-10-03 mattjtv wrote:Fuck :O Good Bye Mctopia. - CCoesBruins - 2013-10-03 i will miss you Good Bye Mctopia. - CCoesBruins - 2013-10-03 mattjtv wrote:Fuck Yeah, ik how you feel Good Bye Mctopia. - Emmylol1 - 2013-10-03 I tried keeping it short and simple xD Good Bye Mctopia. - XxL3GiTSkULLzxX7 - 2013-10-03 I'll miss you a whole bunch Emmy. At least I have things to talk to you with ![]() Good Bye Mctopia. - mattjtv - 2013-10-03 I wrote this for tobi to send to you yesterday. But: "Hey Emmy, I know you aren't willing to see this from me since I've done it twice before and I blew it. I know I've changed, I have become closer to my enemies and became a better person. It might not seem like it, since I made that post falsely accusing you. I miss when we were close friends on the server, and I'm hoping we can go somewhere near a fraction of that stage again. I hate myself for being the guy that I am, or the guy I was. When I was a jerk, I felt better about myself since it seemed like people were lower than I was and I was getting to the top, but then I realized how other people feel, and found myself dealing with a load of guilt I'd never thought I'd have to bear. I was choking on air, sucking through a straw. I really wanted to wrap up all the broken bones I have with others, especially you. You sensed quickly when I became a jerk and you tried to stop me but I ignored the advice. I fully understand that you probably won't ever be my friend again, and I'm risking a lot by writing this. You were one of the best admins and I was in shock when you went on temporary leave. I tried to blame everything on Tristan, but I know my attitude towards you brought you lower and lower until you almost left for good, by my hand. Writing this actually provides me with some relief, I feel happy again. I have butterflies in my stomach when I write stuff like this, but in a relaxing way that I wish I could feel all the time. I know you probably won't accept this but I had to apologize somehow. Thank you for taking the time to read all this, and I hope you can come back soon. Sincerely, MattJTV" Good Bye Mctopia. - Mcmanaway1 - 2013-10-03 Miss you Emmy <3 |